Back at writing again I hope
Hi. I have not posted here for a long time. This post is me trying to start writing again, however, about whatever. Let’s see in what direction my brain wants to go. I have no clue. I just try to let it flow.
(If you appreciate good quality posts – stop reading, maybe. This post is not that. I will not properly check for errors. This is just a messy stream of consciousness-post from a not-native English speaker.)
I must say that I am mentally a bit… I don’t know, confused? Burned out? Not just regarding writing but regarding my life in general. I’m not sure how much I want to talk about that here. Not much, I think.
I haven’t written much these last months. I have tried here and there, working on the Tami WIP and the Girlfriend WIP a little bit, but I couldn’t get into any kind of flow. I felt demotivated to finish the stories and I also didn’t really find joy in the writing process itself. Having no fun writing.. that’s just sad. It makes me sad right now just writing that. But I had trouble having fun with any kind of activity in general, so... that makes it better, right? Right?? Ugh, sorry. Something positive, positive…
So I think one good thing is that I did start writing again, like, right now, this here. That’s good. Also, I have the wish to continue working on my WIPs again. The few times that I did look at the Tami story I can say that I still liked it. I want to finish it. It’s a nice story. That’s also good.
So, let's see. I would like to work on the WIPs again in the next days, and I hope the fact that I am writing this on the internet now here where maybe 1 other person that I don't know will read it will make it more likely that I will actually do it. Because now I said it so I have to do it.